Happiness is a Choice

I have been in a difficult struggle over the last few weeks over my own personal happiness. What is it that will make me truly happy? I feel like I am, in a sense, just waiting for happiness to begin. I have realized for a long time that happiness is a choice, it is a decision I must make in my heart and my mind regardless of how I am feeling. It is much easier said than done. I find myself weary of having to decide to be happy. Won’t there be a point in my life when I will just BE happy without having to think about it?!?