What a difference a day makes! I wouldn't have thought it was possible to have more fun than yesterday, but I did! Today I actually got up in front of the class a few times and went over a few worksheets with the kids. It was a blast - for me at least. The students are beginning to warm up to me and many of them are beginning to call me Miss Kinkade. It seems a little odd to be called that.
I was also able to do a lot of grading today - that can be a long process! I supposed I have many evenings ahead of me that will be filled with paper grading. I found the process interesting, though, because it offered me an opportunity to see how the class is doing academically. I was surprised at how many students struggled on their vocabulary worksheets and even their math worksheets. The process began to help me understand how it is possible for a teacher to recognize what areas she needs to go back and review and what areas the students are mastering. I always wondered how I would know, as a teacher, when my class needed to spend more time on a concept and when I would need to reteach. I am beginning to see how these things become obvious to the teacher as homework and tests are handed in and graded.
Overall it was a very exciting day! This class seems to be so bright and well behaved - I am so impressed with them and I am so enjoying getting to know them better. Tomorrow I will be in a different Third Grade classroom, and I think I will miss having more time to get to know these students!
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Monday, October 18, 2010
Student Teaching/Observation Day One
I never realized Third graders could be so very quiet! I am observing at Round Lake Village Elementary school and the third grade class I visited today was so very quiet. I really couldn't believe that kids that young could work so diligently on their own!
I can't say that I did much teaching today as I was working on getting settled into the routine of the class and the school. I did find out when I will be teaching - just a few days away on FRIDAY! I am feeling very excited and very nervous all at one time. I can't believe my very first lesson taught in a school will be a math lesson! I am thrilled that I am finally to this point in my education! I couldn't help but feel excited today as I watch the third graders working on their worksheets and assignments.
Tomorrow is a whole new day and I feel excited about the opportunity to take on more responsibility. The teacher's schedule will make today the last day I have with the class before I teach them on Friday morning, so I need to make the most of the time that I do have with them!
I can't say that I did much teaching today as I was working on getting settled into the routine of the class and the school. I did find out when I will be teaching - just a few days away on FRIDAY! I am feeling very excited and very nervous all at one time. I can't believe my very first lesson taught in a school will be a math lesson! I am thrilled that I am finally to this point in my education! I couldn't help but feel excited today as I watch the third graders working on their worksheets and assignments.
Tomorrow is a whole new day and I feel excited about the opportunity to take on more responsibility. The teacher's schedule will make today the last day I have with the class before I teach them on Friday morning, so I need to make the most of the time that I do have with them!
Thursday, October 7, 2010
L.I.F.E
Apparently, Spring Break was the last time I felt I had enough breathing room to make a post to my blog. Has life really been that insane? Well, as a matter of fact, it has. The life of a full time student is a busy one and add to that working full time and there is never enough time to think about anything other than the next homework assignment or presentation you have to give. Such is my life. I am told it will only become more insane when I begin teaching. Though, there is hope that after a few years of teaching I may actually think about a few fun things. I'm not sure I believe that, though.
Life has a way of being so unexpected. I am constantly feeling like things are not turning out at all how I thought they would. Good thing I serve the One Living God, who I know never makes a mistakes. Therefore, I must conclude, that my life plans were not all they could have been. Praise God He has had better ideas for me. So here I am, 27 and back living with my parents. Yes, I said living with my parents. It is only a matter of necessity. See, the thing is, I'm actually going to be student teaching in just a few short months, which will require a move to Illinois to live with my dear, sweet cousin who has so generously offered her spare bedroom to me for 4 months. Long story short, there is no point in renting an apartment month to month from October through December. Also turns out they won't let you. So just a few weeks ago I pack up all my earthly possessions (literally everything - and believe me, I've collected a lot of junk over the past 6 years!) into a 10x10 storage unit. Made me think of Matthew 6 - "do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust corrupt and thieves break in and steal....but store up for yourselves treasures in heaven..." Well, that is a rough translation. Having everything I own stored away has me thinking a lot about how unimportant my things really are. They feel oh so important when I miss my own bed and my couches...and while those things are nice to have (and I am blessed to have them) for this time in my life the Lord has asked me to do with out them.
That's just it, I feel the Lord asking me to do with out so much lately. I don't mean that as a complaint, just simply an observation. I know He is taking away these things that make me feel in control so that He can take absolute control of my own life. He has sent me on this path of becoming a teacher, and I have no doubt or fear that HE won't be the one to carry me through every step of the way. He has broken me over and over and I praise Him for never giving up on this stubborn little girl! He is working miracles in my life - beyond what I could ever express to you. I know these next few months will be nothing but sweet surrender to Him and amazing miracles and faithfulness from Him. I am, believe it or not, looking forward to it.
Remember the game of LIFE? Where you spun a wheel to select your career and married based on how many spaces you moved ahead. All by chance children were added to your family and life's decisions were made with very little thought. Then you came to the end and even your treasures in heaven were decided by the number you spun at your last turn (of course we played the Christian version of LIFE). I loved that game. As a child I just loved dreaming and dreaming about what my life would be like one day. How I would fall in love and get married and be a mom and hold my babies and feed them and love them and watch them grow up. I really thought life was as simple as spinning that wheel and moving my little game piece the appropriate number of boxes forward. Life is NOT in anyway that SIMPLE! No one told me! I suppose it they had I never would have believed them. The most complicated thing about life is love and right after that is career. I'm sure babies and children make it complicated as well, but I haven't gotten that far. The biggest thing I am learning as I struggle with this reality is that I want to actually LIVE my life. I want to enjoy every moment and ever phase I find myself in. I desire to make the most of my time as a single woman, to enjoy my freedom, and only having to do my own laundry! I know, eventually (Lord willing), this time of my life will pass and there will be many other things making my life complicated. I do not want to look back, sigh, and wish I had spent less time worrying about love and my career and more time enjoying the time of life I was in. So easy to say, so hard to do!
These are only a few of the many hard lessons I have been learning lately. I hope the world will notice, how wholly my heart belongs to Jesus and even when I do the wrong thing He will use all I do to bring glory to Himself.
Life has a way of being so unexpected. I am constantly feeling like things are not turning out at all how I thought they would. Good thing I serve the One Living God, who I know never makes a mistakes. Therefore, I must conclude, that my life plans were not all they could have been. Praise God He has had better ideas for me. So here I am, 27 and back living with my parents. Yes, I said living with my parents. It is only a matter of necessity. See, the thing is, I'm actually going to be student teaching in just a few short months, which will require a move to Illinois to live with my dear, sweet cousin who has so generously offered her spare bedroom to me for 4 months. Long story short, there is no point in renting an apartment month to month from October through December. Also turns out they won't let you. So just a few weeks ago I pack up all my earthly possessions (literally everything - and believe me, I've collected a lot of junk over the past 6 years!) into a 10x10 storage unit. Made me think of Matthew 6 - "do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust corrupt and thieves break in and steal....but store up for yourselves treasures in heaven..." Well, that is a rough translation. Having everything I own stored away has me thinking a lot about how unimportant my things really are. They feel oh so important when I miss my own bed and my couches...and while those things are nice to have (and I am blessed to have them) for this time in my life the Lord has asked me to do with out them.
That's just it, I feel the Lord asking me to do with out so much lately. I don't mean that as a complaint, just simply an observation. I know He is taking away these things that make me feel in control so that He can take absolute control of my own life. He has sent me on this path of becoming a teacher, and I have no doubt or fear that HE won't be the one to carry me through every step of the way. He has broken me over and over and I praise Him for never giving up on this stubborn little girl! He is working miracles in my life - beyond what I could ever express to you. I know these next few months will be nothing but sweet surrender to Him and amazing miracles and faithfulness from Him. I am, believe it or not, looking forward to it.
Remember the game of LIFE? Where you spun a wheel to select your career and married based on how many spaces you moved ahead. All by chance children were added to your family and life's decisions were made with very little thought. Then you came to the end and even your treasures in heaven were decided by the number you spun at your last turn (of course we played the Christian version of LIFE). I loved that game. As a child I just loved dreaming and dreaming about what my life would be like one day. How I would fall in love and get married and be a mom and hold my babies and feed them and love them and watch them grow up. I really thought life was as simple as spinning that wheel and moving my little game piece the appropriate number of boxes forward. Life is NOT in anyway that SIMPLE! No one told me! I suppose it they had I never would have believed them. The most complicated thing about life is love and right after that is career. I'm sure babies and children make it complicated as well, but I haven't gotten that far. The biggest thing I am learning as I struggle with this reality is that I want to actually LIVE my life. I want to enjoy every moment and ever phase I find myself in. I desire to make the most of my time as a single woman, to enjoy my freedom, and only having to do my own laundry! I know, eventually (Lord willing), this time of my life will pass and there will be many other things making my life complicated. I do not want to look back, sigh, and wish I had spent less time worrying about love and my career and more time enjoying the time of life I was in. So easy to say, so hard to do!
These are only a few of the many hard lessons I have been learning lately. I hope the world will notice, how wholly my heart belongs to Jesus and even when I do the wrong thing He will use all I do to bring glory to Himself.
Monday, March 8, 2010
Spring Break
It doesn't feel like Spring Break when you have to get up at 6am to go to work all day.
It doesn't feel like Spring Break when you have so much homework you can't take an evening to do something fun.
It doesn't feel like Spring Break when you can't put your swim suit on and sit in the sun.
It doesn't feel like Spring Break when you have a cold and feel like death.
It doesn't feel like Spring Break when you still have to wear a winter coat.
It doesn't feel like Spring Break when the sun isn't shining at all.
Honestly, It just doesn't feel like Spring Break!
It doesn't feel like Spring Break when you have so much homework you can't take an evening to do something fun.
It doesn't feel like Spring Break when you can't put your swim suit on and sit in the sun.
It doesn't feel like Spring Break when you have a cold and feel like death.
It doesn't feel like Spring Break when you still have to wear a winter coat.
It doesn't feel like Spring Break when the sun isn't shining at all.
Honestly, It just doesn't feel like Spring Break!
Friday, March 5, 2010
Cold or Stomach Flu?
I am sick and I do not like it. I have officially decided that it is better to get the stomach flu and not a cold and here is my reasoning:
1. With the stomach flu it is blatantly obvious you should not go to work, leave home, or be in any other place than in bed in a comma. With a cold it is much too subjective. To go or not to go? Then when you decide you are not ill enough to miss work you spend the whole day dealing with the evil looks from your coworkers every time you sniffle or sneeze!
2.The stomach flu, though often violent, lasts for a matter of hours. A cold can go on for days with varying levels of intensity. You could be miserable for weeks.
3. With the stomach flu, once the worst is over, you sleep like a baby for days. With a cold you don't sleep at all because putting your head on a pillow causes your head to fill with crud making you feel like you are going to suffocate to death. The only way to sleep is with medication which makes you feel like a drunk gorilla the next day.
4. With the stomach flu you lose weight. With a cold you are likely to gain because your throat feels better when drinking OJ, tea and…well…eating anything really.
5. With the stomach flu the only part of your body that may become "raw" is easily concealed with underwear and pants so no one sees it. With a cold you will walk around with a nose as red a Rudolph's and no amount of makeup can conceal this.
Clearly this should be enough evidence as to why it is better to get the stomach flu than to have a cold.
I hope that you feel sorry for me now. :) On the bright side, my boss let us wear jeans to work today!! :)
1. With the stomach flu it is blatantly obvious you should not go to work, leave home, or be in any other place than in bed in a comma. With a cold it is much too subjective. To go or not to go? Then when you decide you are not ill enough to miss work you spend the whole day dealing with the evil looks from your coworkers every time you sniffle or sneeze!
2.The stomach flu, though often violent, lasts for a matter of hours. A cold can go on for days with varying levels of intensity. You could be miserable for weeks.
3. With the stomach flu, once the worst is over, you sleep like a baby for days. With a cold you don't sleep at all because putting your head on a pillow causes your head to fill with crud making you feel like you are going to suffocate to death. The only way to sleep is with medication which makes you feel like a drunk gorilla the next day.
4. With the stomach flu you lose weight. With a cold you are likely to gain because your throat feels better when drinking OJ, tea and…well…eating anything really.
5. With the stomach flu the only part of your body that may become "raw" is easily concealed with underwear and pants so no one sees it. With a cold you will walk around with a nose as red a Rudolph's and no amount of makeup can conceal this.
Clearly this should be enough evidence as to why it is better to get the stomach flu than to have a cold.
I hope that you feel sorry for me now. :) On the bright side, my boss let us wear jeans to work today!! :)
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Student Teaching
I am certain I am thinking about Student Teaching about every 10 minutes. What will it be like? Where will I teach? Will I be able to do it? What if I don't get a job after school? Oh wait, that last one has nothing to do with Student Teaching....Anyway, I won't be teaching for a year, but it is still all I can think about. I know it is something I need to just give to the Lord, it is something I have no real control in...He can work it all out. He will be with me every step of the way. So, for now, I am just going to work at giving the whole situation to Him - every 10 minutes...since that is how often I am thinking about it these days!
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